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Friday, December 25, 2009

Train of thoughts.

nice music and rainy weather.
a cooling, perfect atmosphere for me to be reading my favourite book.
i am so going to get another book,
even though i might not finish it as school is going to re-open soon.
haha.

having sparc-comperes camp next week.
i dont think this is a bonding camp, more like a leadership camp.
but i hope it's going to be fun and all.. what more this time,
the sparc year 1s have increased in number so i get to make more friends.
and the sparc people have always been an awesome bunch of people. (:
we just had a great xmas party last week, over at Selene's place.

these days, i've been talking to my cousin who recently lost his
beloved mum this year. My aunt, whom i was close to passed away earlier this year.
it was totally unexpected, she was gone just like that.
at first, i miss hearing her cheery voice over the phone.
Now, i miss everything about her. Her smile, her laughter.

Just chatting with my cousin, the way he said he missed seeing his mum
ironing clothes every night, made me cry.
he said he missed his mum's voice, his mum's presence.
i really could not imagine myself in his situation, of course.
maybe i might not be able to understand,
but i can really feel his sense of loss. His yearning for his mum to be with him everytime.

The bond between them was unbreakable.
the best thing to do now, is to be a good listener to my cousin. He feels very down sometimes, and needs someone whom he can spill out his feelings to.
parents, appreciate them, respect them.
no matter what they are going to stand by you, the day they will leave us, is the day they die.
ok i shall not carry on, this is making me feel very emotional.

on a lighter note, have a delightful christmas everyone! (:
and a happy new year. haha

i watched alvin and the chipmunks alreadyyy! i had a delightful time yeah. :D
and my youngest brother couldnt stop laughing at one part of the movie, haha!

a white christmas,

Watch me while i fly,♥♥ 10:58 PM.

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Sharifah Afifah♥
seventeen; PRCS Singapore Poly; Tourism and Resort Management; 7th July;
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